{"id":453,"date":"2014-01-09T01:10:39","date_gmt":"2014-01-08T23:10:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/izmir.imece-der.com\/?p=453"},"modified":"2025-05-30T10:21:52","modified_gmt":"2025-05-30T07:21:52","slug":"gulen-yilmazoglu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.imece-der.com\/?p=453","title":{"rendered":"G\u00dcLEN YILMAZO\u011eLU"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/imece-der.com\/images\/stories\/glenylmazolu.jpg\" width=\"287\" height=\"416\" \/><strong>G\u00dcLEN YILMAZO\u011eLU\u00a0 (20.07.1960-26.10.2013)<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>K\u0131rg\u0131n d\u00fc\u015flerin yolda\u015f\u0131na !<\/p>\n<p>Sevgili G\u00fclen&#8217;e&#8230;..<\/p>\n<p>Yak\u0131n zaman G\u00fclen&#8217;in eski e\u015fi Hasan abiyi \u00a0kaybedince\u00a0 ba\u015flad\u0131 bendeki travma. Ayn\u0131 g\u00fcn evde \u0130MECE-DER sitesinde &#8220;Y\u0130T\u0130RD\u0130KLER\u0130M\u0130Z&#8221; sayfas\u0131nda G\u00fclenin g\u00fclen bir foto\u011fraf\u0131yla y\u00fcz y\u00fcze gelince acaba hakk\u0131nda neler yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f diye sayfay\u0131 incelerken koca bir bo\u015flukla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131nca o an i\u00e7imin nas\u0131l ac\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlatamam.\u00a0 Onu unutmaktan ziyade zaman\u0131n ak\u0131\u015f\u0131nda yoklu\u011funu kan\u0131ksamak. A\u011f\u0131r geldi.\u00a0 Ve o foto\u011frafla y\u00fczle\u015fince vefas\u0131zl\u0131k ve utan\u00e7 yeniden bir tokat gibi \u00e7arpt\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcme. \u00c7arpt\u0131 diyorum \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc hayat\u0131n\u0131 sonland\u0131r\u0131rken de bendeki duygu buydu. Bu sanki ba\u015fka bir meydan okumayd\u0131 hayata. Ve &#8220;hayat\u0131ma ili\u015fkin kararlar\u0131 ancak ben veririm&#8221; der gibiydi &#8230;. \u00c7ok ac\u0131 gelmi\u015fti&#8230; \u00c7ok&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eimdi y\u00fczle\u015fmenin vaktidir!<\/p>\n<p>Her insan\u0131n bir \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc vard\u0131r ama bu ki\u015fi devrimci sosyalist biriyse bu \u00f6yk\u00fc daha da k\u0131ymetlidir. G\u00fclen yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131z da sosyalizme inanm\u0131\u015f bunun i\u00e7in m\u00fccadele etmi\u015f bedel \u00f6demi\u015f bir arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131. Buna \u015f\u00fcphe yok. Dolay\u0131s\u0131yla onu ge\u00e7 de olsa &#8220;iyi \u00e7ocuklara, halden bilenlere&#8221; anlatmak boynumuzun borcudur.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;B\u0130R K\u0130TABA BA\u015eLAR G\u0130B\u0130 KO\u015eARKEN YAVA\u015eLAR G\u0130B\u0130&#8230;&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Onunla 88-90&#8217;l\u0131 y\u0131llar da ba\u015flayan dostlu\u011fumuz son yolculu\u011funa kadar devam etti.<\/p>\n<p>1960 \u0130zmir do\u011fumlu muhtemelen \u00f6\u011freniminin tamam\u0131n\u0131 bu \u015fehirde yapt\u0131. Ku\u015fkusuz gen\u00e7lik y\u0131llar\u0131nda m\u00fccadeleye at\u0131l\u0131p &#8216;Halk\u0131n Kurtulu\u015fu&#8217; saflar\u0131nda yerini almakta teredd\u00fct etmeyecekti. Devrim ve sosyalizm m\u00fccadelesini 12 Eyl\u00fcl ko\u015fullar\u0131nda da s\u00fcrd\u00fcrmeye devam edecekti. \u0130\u015fte bu m\u00fccadele bizi &#8217;87 Parti operasyonu s\u00fcrecinde kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130HD yeni kurulmu\u015ftu san\u0131r\u0131m. Cezaevlerindeki insan haklar\u0131 ihlallerine kar\u015f\u0131 kamuoyu olu\u015fturmak i\u00e7in ailelerin dernek toplant\u0131lar\u0131nda ve eylemlerinde kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131k. Sonraki y\u0131llarda yine ba\u015fka bir Parti operasyonu s\u00fcrecinde san\u0131r\u0131m &#8217;94 y\u0131l\u0131nda Konak &#8216;ta emniyet binas\u0131n\u0131n yak\u0131n\u0131nda kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131k, kendisine durumu anlatt\u0131m ve dikkatli olmas\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyip ayr\u0131ld\u0131k. Gerek cezaevleri i\u00e7in yap\u0131lan eylemlerde gerekse di\u011fer t\u00fcm eylem ve etkinliklerde kar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131r olduk. O d\u00f6nem hem 9 Eyl\u00fcl \u00dcniversitesi\u00a0 &#8220;drama yazarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve dramaturji&#8221; b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnde \u00a0okuyor, ayn\u0131 zaman bir devlet kurumunda da memur olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. \u0130nceli\u011fi ve zerafetiyle, kararl\u0131 m\u00fccadeleci ki\u015fili\u011fiyle ba\u015fka bir renk kat\u0131yordu arkada\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za.<\/p>\n<p>Ege t\u00fcrk\u00fcleri hayran\u0131 oldu\u011fu kadar K\u00fcrt\u00e7e t\u00fcrk\u00fclerin tutkunuydu.<\/p>\n<p>Sonraki y\u0131llarda \u0130stanbul&#8217;da ba\u015flayan \u2018Evrensel K\u00fclt\u00fcr Merkezi\u2019 (EKM) \u00a0kurulu\u015f \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131n\u0131n \u0130zmir\u00a0 aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n olu\u015fturulmas\u0131nda birlikte \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. EKM\u2019 nin kurulu\u015f s\u00fcrecindeki co\u015fkusu ve heyecan\u0131 anlat\u0131l\u0131r gibi de\u011fildi. Bu nedenle y\u0131llarca \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 kurumdan istifa edip EKM\u2019nin y\u00f6netiminde yer alacakt\u0131. Denebilir ki K\u00fclt\u00fcr Merkezinin te\u015frifat\u0131ndan tutun da ayl\u0131k programlar\u0131n haz\u0131rlanmas\u0131na, konuklar\u0131n bulunup getirilmesindeki \u00f6zverili ve fedakar tavr\u0131 hala hat\u0131ralardad\u0131r. Bu \u00e7aban\u0131n bug\u00fcn do\u011fru anla\u015f\u0131lmas\u0131 ve anlat\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ok \u00f6nemsiyorum. Bu m\u00fccadele T\u00fcrkiye\u2019de 12 Eyl\u00fcl sonras\u0131 sosyalist hareketin k\u00fclt\u00fcr- sanat alan\u0131nda da s\u00f6z s\u00f6yleyebilece\u011finin, devrim ve sosyalizm m\u00fccadelesinin estetize edilmi\u015f halinin ifadesiydi. \u0130lk ve tek \u00f6rnekti. \u0130\u015fte G\u00fclen yolda\u015f bu alana onlarca y\u0131ll\u0131k memurluk hayat\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 teredd\u00fcts\u00fcz bir kenara itip bu onurlu g\u00f6revi \u00fcstlenmi\u015fti. Bu s\u00fcreci ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7tan ayr\u0131lana kadar birlikte s\u00fcrd\u00fcrd\u00fck. Sonra ilkokul \u00f6\u011fretmenli\u011fi i\u00e7in Urfa yollar\u0131, tekrar \u0130zmir&#8217;e d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f ve emeklilik&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;B\u0130R \u00c7\u0130FT G\u00dcVERC\u0130N HAVALANSA DA<\/p>\n<p>YANIK YANIK KOKSA KARANF\u0130L<\/p>\n<p>DE\u011e\u0130L BU ANILACAK \u015eEY DEG\u0130L&#8230;.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ve bir g\u00fcn k\u00f6t\u00fc bir haberle sars\u0131ld\u0131k. Trafik kazas\u0131 ge\u00e7irmi\u015fti. \u00a0A\u011f\u0131r yaral\u0131yd\u0131 durumu ciddiydi ama hayati tehlikesi yoktu. Uzun bir tedavi s\u00fcrecinden sonra ayakland\u0131. Art\u0131k eve ta\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 . Bir ziyaretimde Virginia Wolf kitaplar\u0131n\u0131 istemi\u015fti, bir k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131p kendisine iletmi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n<p>Bu arada \u00fclkenin d\u00f6rt bir yan\u0131nda gezi eylemleri hepimizde m\u00fcthi\u015f bir heyecan yaratm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. G\u00fclen yolda\u015f bu anlar\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131, co\u015fku ve heyecan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fclmeye de\u011ferdi.<\/p>\n<p>Virginia Wolf bilin\u00e7li bir tercih oldu\u011funu ancak daha sonralar\u0131 anlayabilecektim.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130lkini atlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130kincisi&#8230;..<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;UYUDUM UYANDIM B\u00dcY\u00dc BOZULDU, B\u0130R KAPI KAPANDI GE\u00c7M\u0130\u015eE.<\/p>\n<p>TOPRAK YOK ARTIK SU YOK<\/p>\n<p>SEV\u0130N\u00c7,TELA\u015e YOK.<\/p>\n<p>EY \u015eEH\u0130R SEN YOKSUN&#8230;&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Bir sonbahar g\u00fcn\u00fcyd\u00fc \u00e7ekip gitti hayat\u0131m\u0131zdan, sessiz sitemsiz! Geride bizlere onlarca soru, neden,neden! Biz neyi ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131k!<\/p>\n<p>Ho\u015f\u00e7akal inceli\u011fi ve zerafetiyle hayat\u0131m\u0131za renk katan G\u00dcLEN YOLDA\u015e&#8230;Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla beni&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Y\u00fcksel Alp\/22.05.2025<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.imece-der.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/IMG-20250530-WA0001-e1748589576912.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-5602\" src=\"https:\/\/www.imece-der.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/IMG-20250530-WA0001-e1748589576912-216x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"216\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.imece-der.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/IMG-20250530-WA0001-e1748589576912-216x300.jpg 216w, https:\/\/www.imece-der.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/IMG-20250530-WA0001-e1748589576912-738x1024.jpg 738w, https:\/\/www.imece-der.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/IMG-20250530-WA0001-e1748589576912-768x1066.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.imece-der.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/IMG-20250530-WA0001-e1748589576912.jpg 810w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 216px) 100vw, 216px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne U\u00e7an Bir Hat\u0131ra<\/p>\n<p>Ortaokuldayd\u0131m, ablam G\u00fclen ise liseye gidiyordu. Bir g\u00fcn Bornova B\u00fcy\u00fckpark\u2019ta birlikte oturuyorduk. Hava sakindi, insanlar parktayd\u0131, biz de sohbet edip, insanlar\u0131 izliyorduk.<\/p>\n<p>Birden, park\u0131n sakin havas\u0131n\u0131 bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun a\u011flamas\u0131 deldi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00e7ocuk, elindeki u\u00e7an balonu g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne ka\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Balon, bir anl\u0131k dikkatsizlikle elinden kurtulmu\u015f, g\u00f6\u011fe s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyordu. \u00c7ocuk g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131yla balonuna bakarken biz, o balonun ard\u0131na tak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zlerimizle sessizce g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc izliyorduk. R\u00fczg\u00e2r onu hafif\u00e7e savuruyor, g\u00fcne\u015fin \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 balonun parlak y\u00fczeyinde yans\u0131yor, sanki g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcyle dans ediyordu. U\u00e7an balon, g\u00f6zden kaybolana dek ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z yukar\u0131da kald\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>O g\u00fcnden sonra ne zaman birlikte g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne baksak, o balonu yeniden g\u00f6r\u00fcr gibi\u00a0 \u201cBak, h\u00e2l\u00e2 orada u\u00e7uyor,\u201d derdik. O balon ger\u00e7ekten de h\u00e2l\u00e2 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcndeydi, sadece bizim g\u00f6zlerimize g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fclen ablam da bir u\u00e7an balon gibi sonsuzlu\u011fa s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc. G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, o g\u00fcn\u00fcn balonunu de\u011fil art\u0131k, onun g\u00f6zlerini, sesini, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc ar\u0131yorum. Ama biliyorum ki, o h\u00e2l\u00e2 orada. O balonun yan\u0131nda, g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde bir yerlerde.<\/p>\n<p>Onu \u00e7ok \u00f6zl\u00fcyorum.<\/p>\n<p>H\u00fcseyin Y\u0131lmazo\u011flu (karde\u015fi)\/29.05.2025<\/p>\n<p>ANNE S\u00dcT\u00dc<\/p>\n<p>O kendini hep su\u00e7lu hissetmi\u015fti, dahas\u0131 ya\u015fananlardan ve d\u0131\u015far\u0131da kalm\u0131\u015f olmaktan b\u00fcy\u00fck bir s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 duyuyordu.\u00a0 12 Eyl\u00fcl d\u00f6neminde y\u00fcz binlerce ki\u015fi mahpushaneleri doldurmu\u015fken, i\u015fkenceler, i\u015fkence sonucu \u00f6l\u00fcmler, idamlar, yarg\u0131s\u0131z infazlar kitlelere korku salm\u0131\u015fken o, yedi y\u0131l boyunca bir g\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne bile olsa g\u00f6zalt\u0131na al\u0131nmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131, oysa g\u00f6zalt\u0131 s\u00fcresi otuz g\u00fcnd\u00fc o d\u00f6nemde.. Askeri fa\u015fist cuntan\u0131n eylediklerinden okudu\u011fu, duydu\u011fu her haber, liseli, \u00fcniversiteli anti fa\u015fist gen\u00e7lik derneklerinde birlikte boykotlara kat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131, semtlerde protesto eylemlerinde yan yana durdu\u011fu arkada\u015f \u00e7evresinden \u201ci\u00e7eri\u201d al\u0131nan her bir tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fine a\u011f\u0131r bir y\u00fck gibi oturuyordu. Kayg\u0131, korku, merak ve gecenin bir yar\u0131s\u0131nda bir\u00a0 kap\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0 \u00e7alaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 beklemek koyu renkte ipliklerden bir a\u011f \u00f6r\u00fcyor gibiydi\u00a0 y\u00fcre\u011finde. Di\u011fer yandan da g\u00f6zalt\u0131na al\u0131nmad\u0131\u011f\u0131, i\u015fkence g\u00f6rmedi\u011fi, i\u015fkencelere tan\u0131kl\u0131k etmemi\u015f olmaktan i\u00e7in i\u00e7in seviniyor olmas\u0131 da ayr\u0131 bir dertti. Nas\u0131l oluyordu da bu iki \u00e7at\u0131\u015fan duyguyu bir anda ya\u015fayabiliyordu! Nas\u0131l oluyordu da bir yandan fa\u015fizme bu kadar \u00f6fkeliyken ve m\u00fccadele etmek isterken di\u011fer yandan korkuyu y\u00fcre\u011finden atam\u0131yordu? Y\u00fcre\u011finde yaz\u0131 ve k\u0131\u015f\u0131, korkuyu ve devrimci heyecan\u0131 ayn\u0131 anda nas\u0131l ya\u015fayabiliyordu?<\/p>\n<p>1987 y\u0131l\u0131 Aral\u0131k ay\u0131 sonunda \u00a0yap\u0131lan \u00a0TDKP operasyonu kapsam\u0131nda g\u00f6z alt\u0131ndayd\u0131. Kendisiyle y\u00fczle\u015fme zaman\u0131yd\u0131; ya korkuya teslim olacakt\u0131 ya da korkuyu yenmeyi \u00f6\u011frenecek, o kara a\u011f\u0131 par\u00e7alayacak\u00a0 ve neredeyse \u00e7ocuklu\u011fundan bu yana hayranl\u0131k duydu\u011fu devrimcilerin yolunu izleyecekti. Onbe\u015f g\u00fcn s\u00fcren bu g\u00f6zalt\u0131 s\u00fcresi sonunda kendisine olan g\u00fcvenini, savundu\u011fu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerin hakl\u0131l\u0131k ve do\u011frulu\u011funu kan\u0131tlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ona.<\/p>\n<p>Beraatle sonu\u00e7lanan bu davan\u0131n ard\u0131ndan \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131l ge\u00e7mi\u015fti ve \u00a0i\u015fte\u00a0 yine g\u00f6zalt\u0131ndayd\u0131. Bu kez \u00fcniversite gen\u00e7li\u011finin 16 Mart \u0130stanbul Beyaz\u0131t ve Halep\u00e7e katliam\u0131n\u0131 protesto eyleminde polisin sald\u0131r\u0131 sonucunda topluca kocaman kocaman ara\u00e7larla emniyet m\u00fcd\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne getirilmi\u015flerdi. Daha binaya girer girmez g\u00f6zleri ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f, di\u011ferlerinden ay\u0131rm\u0131\u015flard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Zaman ve mekan kavram\u0131 yok edilmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131l\u0131yordu. \u0130\u015fkence temal\u0131 \u00f6yk\u00fclerden, romanlardan, ya\u015fayanlar\u0131n anlat\u0131mlar\u0131ndan biliyordu bunu. Tek ba\u015f\u0131nayd\u0131, karanl\u0131kta ve tek ba\u015f\u0131na..Kulaklar\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0 giderek bir bayku\u015f gibi hassasla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark ediyordu. T\u00fcm duyargalar\u0131 sa\u011fl\u0131 sollu bu iki k\u0131k\u0131rdak kep\u00e7ede toplanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 sanki..<\/p>\n<p>Kapat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u00fccreden s\u00fcrekli ayak sesleri, ko\u015fu\u015fturma, tekme-tokat sesleri, hayvani frekanslarda k\u00fcf\u00fcrler, ba\u011fr\u0131\u015fmalar duyuluyordu. G\u00f6z alt\u0131nda yaln\u0131z de\u011fildi, bunu biliyordu ama di\u011ferlerini nereye g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015flerdi, n\u2019ap\u0131yorlard\u0131, anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>1978 y\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131. Kara g\u00fcnlerden biri ya\u015fan\u0131yordu: Mart\u0131n onalt\u0131s\u0131.\u00a0 \u0130stanbul \u00dcniversitesi Eczac\u0131l\u0131k fak\u00fcltesi \u00f6n\u00fcnde \u00f6\u011frencilerin \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f saatinde fa\u015fistler bomba ve silahla \u00f6\u011frencilere sald\u0131rd\u0131lar, ortal\u0131k toz, duman, alan\u0131n mah\u015fer g\u00fcn\u00fcyd\u00fc sanki! Yedi gen\u00e7, ya\u015famlar\u0131n\u0131n ilk bahar\u0131ndayken ya\u015famlar\u0131 k\u0131\u015fa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f, y\u00fcreklere ate\u015f d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f,\u00a0 hain pusularda katledilmi\u015f k\u0131rk\u0131 a\u015fk\u0131n\u00a0 fidan\u0131n dallar\u0131 kesilmi\u015f, filiz ye\u015fili yapraklar kurutuluvermi\u015fti. Memleketimin g\u00fczel insanlar\u0131n\u0131n iniltisiydi\u00a0 kulaklara dolan.<\/p>\n<p>On y\u0131l sonra. Y\u0131l 1988, 16 Mart. S\u0131n\u0131r\u0131n hemen \u00f6tesinde Halep\u00e7e\u2019de ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bir k\u0131yam g\u00fcn\u00fc. Irak-\u0130ran sava\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u015fiddetlendi\u011fi zamanlard\u0131. Saddam y\u00f6netimi \u201cKimyasal Ali\u201d lakapl\u0131 korgeneraline 8 M\u0130G-23 u\u00e7a\u011f\u0131yla kuzay Irak semalar\u0131nda kimyasal silah kullanarak K\u00fcrtlere \u00f6l\u00fcm emir vermi\u015fti..\u00a0 Kasabada\u00a0 ya\u015fayan kad\u0131n \u00e7ocuk, bebek, ya\u015fl\u0131, erkek binlerce insan vah\u015fice katledildi; belleklerde ka\u00e7maya bebesini kurtarmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken kollar\u0131ndan b\u0131rakmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bebesiyle e\u015fik basama\u011f\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131lan bir anne, babas\u0131na s\u0131\u011f\u0131nmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken g\u00f6zleri a\u00e7\u0131k kalakalan iki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck erkek \u00e7ocu\u011funun bedeni, \u00fcst\u00fcste d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f insan bedenlerinin foto\u011fraflar\u0131 kald\u0131. Kans\u0131z bir katliam\u0131n,\u00a0 sava\u015f\u0131n kural tan\u0131mazl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n, soyk\u0131r\u0131m\u0131n, vah\u015fetin foto\u011fraflar\u0131 ..<\/p>\n<p>12 Eyl\u00fcl\u00fcn kitleler \u00fczerine \u00f6rtt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc siniklik, korku \u00f6rt\u00fcs\u00fc kalkmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 1989&#8242; daki i\u015f\u00e7i hareketleri g\u00fcr sesle konu\u015fmu\u015f, t\u00fcm ezilenlerin y\u00fcre\u011findeki ate\u015fi harlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00dcniversite gen\u00e7li\u011fi de \u00f6rg\u00fctlenmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f, fak\u00fclteler \u00f6zg\u00fcl\u00fcnde dernek, kl\u00fcp kurma \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ege \u00dcniversitesi \u00f6\u011frencileri de her iki olay\u0131 protesto etmek i\u00e7in eylem ve g\u00fc\u00e7 birli\u011fi yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Gen\u00e7lik hareketi kad\u0131n hareketi gibi ya\u015f, dil, etnik k\u00f6ken fark\u0131 tan\u0131m\u0131yordu, farkl\u0131 olarak ta sistemle g\u00f6bek ba\u011f\u0131 da yoktu. \u00dcniversiteliler hep beraber yapt\u0131klar\u0131 y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015fle kamp\u00fcsten Ankara yoluna \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p seslerini duyurmak istemi\u015flerdi.\u00a0 Derelerin \u0131rmakla birle\u015fmesi gibi farkl\u0131 fak\u00fcltelerden ak\u0131p kamp\u00fcs i\u00e7erisinde ayn\u0131 yolda birle\u015ferek binleri bulmu\u015flard\u0131. Fa\u015fizmin sisini y\u0131rtmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 gen\u00e7lik. Siyasi ge\u00e7mi\u015fin belleklerden silinmesine kar\u015f\u0131 katliamlar \u00fczerine fark\u0131ndal\u0131k yaratmak, sorumlular\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131lmamas\u0131n\u0131, cezas\u0131z kalmas\u0131n\u0131 protesto etmek istemi\u015flerdi. Dolunay da izleyip, sessiz kalarak ortak olmak istememi\u015fti\u00a0 o su\u00e7lara.\u00a0 Her iki katliam da bir daha ya\u015fanmamal\u0131yd\u0131. Siyasi bellek uyan\u0131k tutulmal\u0131, katliamlardan ders \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131lmal\u0131 , neden ve sonu\u00e7lar\u0131yla bilin\u00e7lerde yer etmeliydi.<\/p>\n<p>Daha asfalta ad\u0131m atamadan\u00a0 eylemi \u00f6nceden haber alan g\u00fcvenlik g\u00fc\u00e7leri ac\u0131mas\u0131zca sald\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kolkola girip zincir olu\u015fturarak da\u011f\u0131lmamak i\u00e7in t\u00fcm a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131klar\u0131yla birbirlerine kenetlendiklerini, copla, tekme-yumruklarla kopar\u0131ld\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131, s\u00fcr\u00fcklenerek birbirlerinden kopar\u0131ld\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131nda m\u00fcthi\u015f bir a\u011fr\u0131 vard\u0131,\u00a0 yar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olabilir miydi, kan var m\u0131 diye yoklamak i\u00e7in elini ba\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc yolunmu\u015f sa\u00e7lar\u0131 avucuna doldu. Sa\u00e7 k\u00f6klerinde parmak u\u00e7lar\u0131yla hissetti\u011fi p\u00fct\u00fcr p\u00fct\u00fcr, yar\u0131 \u0131slak \u015feyin ne oldu\u011funu anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kafa derisini yoklarken hissetti\u011fi yanma m\u0131, s\u0131zlama, derin bir ac\u0131\u00a0 m\u0131yd\u0131 tam anlayamad\u0131. Kitaplardan okumu\u015ftu, kur\u015fun da tene girdi\u011fi dakikalarda hissedilmez, sonras\u0131nda ac\u0131s\u0131\u00a0 hissedilirmi\u015f ama kur\u015fun sesi de duymam\u0131\u015f gibiydi.. O arada,\u00a0 kula\u011f\u0131na gelen sesleri ay\u0131rt etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131, ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131lar aras\u0131ndan arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131nkiler de vard\u0131, a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 geride kald\u0131. Yaln\u0131z de\u011fildi i\u015fte!<\/p>\n<p>Bunlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken birden bir erkek sesiyle irkildi.\u00a0 Naz\u0131m\u2019\u0131n \u015fiirinden dizelerdi\u00a0 y\u00fcksek sesle okunan:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBir \u00f6l\u00fc yat\u0131yor \/on dokuz ya\u015f\u0131nda bir delikanl\u0131\/g\u00fcnd\u00fczleri g\u00fcne\u015fte \/geceleri y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n alt\u0131nda \/\u0130stanbul&#8217;da, Beyaz\u0131t Meydan\u0131&#8217;nda.<\/p>\n<p>\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\/Bir \u00f6l\u00fc yat\u0131yor \/vurdular \/kur\u015fun yaras\u0131 \/k\u0131z\u0131l karanfil gibi a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f aln\u0131nda \/\u0130stanbul&#8217;da, Beyaz\u0131t Meydan\u0131&#8217;nda. \/Bir \u00f6l\u00fc yatacak \/<\/p>\n<p>topra\u011fa \u015f\u0131p \u015f\u0131p damlayacak kan\u0131\/silahl\u0131 milletimin h\u00fcrriyet t\u00fcrk\u00fcleriyle gelip \/zaptedene kadar\/ b\u00fcy\u00fck meydan\u0131. \u201c<\/p>\n<p>Evet, protesto eylemine polis sald\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Erkek ve kad\u0131n \u00f6\u011frenciler kollar\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131rcas\u0131na coplanm\u0131\u015f, h\u0131rpalanarak sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan yerlerde s\u00fcr\u00fcklenmi\u015f, erkeklerin hayalar\u0131 postallarla ezilmi\u015f, Ankara yoluna \u00e7\u0131kamadan eylem da\u011f\u0131t\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Kap\u0131lar \u015fang\u0131rt\u0131yla a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131p kapanmaya, ad okunarak say\u0131m yap\u0131lmaya ba\u015flanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. O da dikkat kesilmi\u015f, ka\u00e7 ki\u015fi olduklar\u0131n\u0131 anlamak i\u00e7in saymaya, tan\u0131mak i\u00e7in isimleri duymaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. G\u00f6zalt\u0131nda yetmi\u015fiki ki\u015fiydiler, hepsi \u00fcniversite \u00f6\u011frencisiydi de\u011fi\u015fik fak\u00fcltelerden.. Dolunay kendini de sayarsa kad\u0131nlar\u00a0 40 ki\u015fiydi.<\/p>\n<p>Say\u0131m sonras\u0131nda kad\u0131nlar\u0131 iki geni\u015f b\u00f6l\u00fcme koymu\u015flard\u0131. Polis \u015fiddetiyle ezilen bedeni, derisi y\u00fcz\u00fclen ve yolunan sa\u00e7lar\u0131yla y\u0131llar\u0131n \u00f6fkesini ku\u015fanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, g\u00fclen g\u00f6zleriyle arkada\u015flar\u0131na y\u00fcre\u011fiyle kucak a\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Protesto etmeleri zorbal\u0131kla engellenmi\u015f, k\u00fcf\u00fcr ve tehditlerle t\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015flard\u0131 madem, bir yolu olmal\u0131yd\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kman\u0131n.. G\u00f6zalt\u0131na al\u0131nanlar\u0131n t\u00fcm\u00fc bedenlerini yat\u0131rd\u0131lar a\u00e7l\u0131\u011fa. Hem fiziksel hem psikolojik \u015fiddet uygulayan, k\u00fcf\u00fcrlerle politik kimliklerine sald\u0131ran g\u00fc\u00e7lerin elinden yiyecek almayacaklard\u0131. Kendinden gen\u00e7 arkada\u015flar\u0131n \u00fcrkekliklerine, \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131klar\u0131na g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi, \u015fevkatle uzatt\u0131 ellerini \u00f6rselenmi\u015f bedenlerine. \u0130\u015fte tam da o an, s\u0131zlad\u0131 g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsleri. Olaydan birka\u00e7 saat sonra do\u011fal \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bedeninin. Yavrusunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc bir an, daha \u00fc\u00e7 ay \u00f6nce do\u011fmu\u015ftu, s\u00fct bebesiydi, meme aranan minicik dudaklar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc akl\u0131na, g\u00f6zleri dolu dolu oldu ama yine g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. Yan\u0131nda kendinden 3-4 ya\u015f gen\u00e7 olan hukuk fak\u00fcltesi \u00f6\u011frencisi sordu, \u201cn\u2019oldu sana?\u201d \u201cG\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcm s\u00fct dolmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 , o\u011flu\u015fum ac\u0131kt\u0131 demek ki\u201d derken y\u00fcz\u00fc k\u0131zard\u0131. Bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k att\u0131 bunu duyan bir di\u011feri, \u201cayyy, sen anne misin?\u201d Ortam bir anda de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015fti, \u00e7evresini sard\u0131lar Dolunay\u2019\u0131n. Kimisi hayretler i\u00e7inde, kimisi \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n, kimisi bir t\u00fcr umars\u0131z bir panik halinde.. Aralar\u0131nda en gen\u00e7 g\u00f6r\u00fcnenlerden ince \u00e7ocuksu sesiyle \u201cdelisin sen, insan bebe\u011fini b\u0131rak\u0131r da gelir mi hi\u00e7..sald\u0131r\u0131 olabilece\u011fini kestiriyorduk hepimiz, peki bebek ka\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131nda\u201d diye sordu. Dolunay \u201cne ya\u015f\u0131, daha \u00fc\u00e7 ayl\u0131k\u201d diye yan\u0131tlad\u0131. \u201chiii, ay yaz\u0131\u0131kk!\u201d Bunun \u00fczerine bir tart\u0131\u015fmad\u0131r ba\u015flad\u0131, olurdu, olmazd\u0131, olmal\u0131yd\u0131, do\u011fruydu, yanl\u0131\u015ft\u0131.. D\u00f6nd\u00fc yumu\u015fac\u0131k ancak net bir sesle \u201chat\u0131rl\u0131yor munuz, Halep\u00e7e\u2019de kuca\u011f\u0131ndan bebesini b\u0131rakmadan \u00f6len anneyi? \u00e7ocu\u011funu emzirip b\u00fcy\u00fctememi\u015fti hem de hayat\u0131nda belki bir kez olsun eyleme kat\u0131lmam\u0131\u015fken. Peki ya \u0130stanbul&#8217;daki katliamda \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclen Hatice \u00d6zen\u2019i. O anneli\u011fi bile tadamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Sonra mazgala yakla\u015ft\u0131, \u201cbiri buraya baks\u0131n\u201d diye seslendi, sesinde ne bir yakar\u0131\u015f, ne de bir eziklik! Kap\u0131ya vurdu g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc bir \u015fekilde \u201cburaya baksan\u0131za, kimse duymuyor mu beni?\u201d kap\u0131y\u0131 yumruklamalar\u0131 devam edince i\u00e7erdeki sesler de kesildi. Kad\u0131nlar merak kesmi\u015f, soluklar\u0131n\u0131 tutmu\u015f, olacaklar\u0131 bekliyorlard\u0131. Nihayet bir polis yana\u015ft\u0131 kap\u0131ya \u201cn\u2019oluyor burada, devleti y\u0131kacaks\u0131n\u0131z san\u0131yordunuz, hepiniz bir yere t\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131n\u0131z, \u015fimdi de kap\u0131y\u0131\u00a0 k\u0131raca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 m\u0131 san\u0131yorsunuz?\u201d \u201cYetkili amirinizi \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131n, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek istiyorum\u201d dedi Dolunay. \u0130\u00e7erdeki sessizlik b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc de bilinmezli\u011fin gizi oldu sanki..<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSen kimsin de komiserimiz seninle g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00c7a\u011f\u0131r, yoksa olanlar\u0131n sorumlusu sen olursun, ben sana \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rman\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum, o kadar\u201d diye s\u00fcrd\u00fcrd\u00fc konu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 Dolunay, gayet kendinden emin hatta otoriter bir tonlamayla sonra arkas\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc, kad\u0131nlar\u0131n aras\u0131na girdi. \u00c7ok ge\u00e7medi, biri yana\u015ft\u0131 nezarethanenin mazgal\u0131na: \u201ckimmi\u015f o g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek isteyen?\u201d Dolunay \u015fim\u015fek gibi kalkt\u0131 yerinden, mazgala yakla\u015ft\u0131 h\u0131zl\u0131ca. \u201cEmzikliyim, ya bebe\u011fimi getirirsiniz emziririm ya da s\u00fct pompas\u0131 al\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z! \u201dGetirmezseniz ya da pompa almazsan\u0131z sorumlu olacaks\u0131n\u0131z, haklar\u0131m\u0131 biliyorum ve nas\u0131l olsa birg\u00fcn buradan \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131m, hem bas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde te\u015fhir ederim hem de hukuksal yoldan arar\u0131m haklar\u0131m\u0131, bilesiniz. Diyece\u011fim bu kadar, gerisini siz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 kad\u0131nlardan biri utand\u0131 akl\u0131na gelenden. Dolunay\u2019\u0131n dayanamay\u0131p pi\u015fmanl\u0131k getirebilece\u011fini nas\u0131l olup ta d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f oldu\u011funa \u015fa\u015ft\u0131, yerin dibine girdi sanki, ate\u015f gibi oldu bedeni, y\u00fcz\u00fc k\u0131zard\u0131. Arkada\u015flar\u0131 \u201cyoksa sen de mi, emziklisin, al bast\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc, g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerin mi \u015fi\u015fti senin de?\u201d diye tak\u0131ld\u0131lar. \u201cYok bir \u015feyim benim\u201d diyerek ge\u00e7i\u015ftirdi soruyu gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n, usulca yana\u015ft\u0131 Dolunay\u2019a sokuldu sevgiyle, omuzlar\u0131ndan kavray\u0131p sar\u0131l\u0131verdi.<\/p>\n<p>Birka\u00e7 saniyede belki de bir\u00e7o\u011funun annelik durumunu sorgulad\u0131\u011f\u0131, belki de kendisiyle y\u00fczle\u015fti\u011fi o sessizlikte\u00a0 ince ve yumu\u015fak bir ses i\u015fitildi \u201cbug\u00fcn efkarl\u0131y\u0131m a\u00e7mas\u0131n g\u00fcller, yi\u011fidimden kara haber verirler..\u201d sesler \u00e7o\u011fald\u0131 ve birle\u015fti sonra, konu\u015fmu\u015f, anla\u015fm\u0131\u015flar gibi farkl\u0131 frekanslardan y\u00fcrekten kopan, yata\u011f\u0131nda akan nehir gibi ezgiler, t\u00fcrk\u00fcler geldi, ard\u0131ndan bir daha bir daha derken \u201csusun, dinleyin siz de duyuyor musunuz? dedi aralar\u0131ndan bir di\u011feri. Herkes ayn\u0131 anda sustu. Bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131kt\u0131 duyulan han\u00e7eresinden kopan bir erke\u011fin \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131, can ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n h\u00fccrelere dolan sesiydi, ard\u0131ndan bir daha, bir daha. B\u0131\u00e7ak gibi kesilmi\u015fti sesler, kulaklar tetikte! Aniden patlayan g\u00fcr bir ses ve \u201csenin aln\u0131ndaki yara, halk\u0131m\u0131n yaralar\u0131d\u0131r, seni k\u0131rba\u00e7layan eller, halk\u0131 k\u0131rba\u00e7layanlard\u0131r, halk\u0131 da \u00f6rseliyor, beynini sarsan elektrik..\u201d di\u011fer erkek sesleri e\u015flik etti direni\u015f t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fcne. Kap\u0131lara vurulan cop sesleri, \u201csusun laan\u201d \u00e7emkirmeleri \u00a0bast\u0131ramad\u0131 \u00f6fkeli isyan\u0131n g\u00fcrlemesini.<\/p>\n<p>Dolunay g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerini parmaklar\u0131yla yuvarlayarak sa\u011fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu usul usul, parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n her dokunu\u015fu duydu\u011fu \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131 sanki, i\u011fneleniyordu bedeni, s\u00fctle iyice dolmu\u015f memeler patlayacakm\u0131\u015f gibi \u015fi\u015fiyor i\u00e7indekini d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya vermek i\u00e7in sars\u0131l\u0131yordu damarlar. Bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k, bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k daha, \u201cy\u00fcre\u011fim volkan, \u00f6fkemi kinimi sa\u011f\u0131yorum d\u00fczene kar\u015f\u0131, sa\u011f\u0131yorum damarlar\u0131m \u00e7atlayacak, bu ne zul\u00fcm\u201d diye ge\u00e7irdi usundan Dolunay. S\u00fct f\u0131\u015fk\u0131rd\u0131 meme ucundan; ayn\u0131 anda duyulan bir slogan\u201d Fa\u015fizme \u00f6l\u00fcm, halka h\u00fcrriyet!\u201d Devam ediyordu f\u0131\u015fk\u0131rmaya s\u00fct, sloganlar ard\u0131 ard\u0131na patl\u0131yordu &#8230;Dolunay seslendi, \u201cmelamin barda\u011f\u0131 bana versenize arkada\u015flar\u201d. Ko\u015fup getirdiler hemen, bir annenin becerisiyle meme ucuna do\u011fru basarak e\u011fdi barda\u011f\u0131, yana tuttu ve f\u0131\u015fk\u0131rmaya devam eden s\u00fct barda\u011fa akmaya devam ediyordu ayn\u0131 g\u00fcrl\u00fckte,\u00a0 slogan sesleri\u00a0 de t\u00fcm nezarethaneye ..<\/p>\n<p>Bir s\u00fcre sonra ortal\u0131k yat\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ,yine g\u00fclen g\u00f6zleriyle d\u00f6nd\u00fc arkada\u015flar\u0131na Dolunay, \u201cHadi bakal\u0131m gelin, her birinize yeter bu s\u00fct, y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc temizleyin, cildinizi de besler, her zaman bulamazs\u0131n\u0131z ana s\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fc, hem de bu ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131zda..\u201d dedi ana\u00e7 bir tonda arkada\u015flar\u0131na.<\/p>\n<p>Y\u00fcr\u00fcrken anlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 t\u00fcm bunlar\u0131, hava kararm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, sokak lambalar\u0131 ayd\u0131nlat\u0131yordu etraf\u0131. Durdum ve bakt\u0131m arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131n g\u00f6zlerine. Kirpiklerinde g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u00e7i\u011f damlalar\u0131 parl\u0131yordu c\u0131l\u0131z lamban\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, p\u0131rlanta bu olmal\u0131yd\u0131; o da bir an bakt\u0131 bana, \u00a0titreyen dudaklar\u0131\u00a0 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya k\u0131vr\u0131mland\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnlad\u0131m\u201d \u201c dedim bo\u011faz\u0131mdaki d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc fark ettirmemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak, \u201condan teninin ve y\u00fcre\u011finin g\u00fczelli\u011fi. G\u00f6zalt\u0131nda birlikte oldu\u011fun ve bana s\u00f6yledi\u011fin\u00a0 isimlerin her birinin y\u00fcre\u011fine, fa\u015fizme kar\u015f\u0131 m\u00fccadele eden cesur bir\u00a0 anan\u0131n\u00a0 s\u00fct\u00fcym\u00fc\u015f sa\u011f\u0131lan.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcnseli Kaya\/08.10.2014<\/p>\n<p>*\u00d6yk\u00fcdeki Dolunay G\u00fclen Y\u0131lmazo\u011flu\u2019dur.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>G\u00dcLEN YILMAZO\u011eLU\u00a0 (20.07.1960-26.10.2013) K\u0131rg\u0131n d\u00fc\u015flerin yolda\u015f\u0131na ! Sevgili G\u00fclen&#8217;e&#8230;.. Yak\u0131n zaman G\u00fclen&#8217;in eski e\u015fi Hasan abiyi \u00a0kaybedince\u00a0 ba\u015flad\u0131 bendeki travma. 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